mungkin kamu tidak tahu, di suatu waktu, all i can do just sit on my bed with my tears drop on my cheeks while i hug my big luphly johny n i call ur name…

i know we hurt, but i hope this the best for us…
now n forever. i still luve u, although maybe we can be toghether now…. im really sorry..

and i still luve u n miss u rite now….

banyak suka duka, tawa n canda sudah kulalui. disini pula sebagian besar hidupku selama 8 bulan ini kuhabiskan. memiliki teman-teman kerja yang menyenangkan , walau ga terlalu banyak siy.., boz yang sedikit “menyeramkan” bagiku siy, walau mungkin kadang berat juga kerja disini… but actually… ku suka kerja di sini.. pahit manis, semua adalah anugrah…

kayak lagunya d’massiv neh:
“jangan menyerah…
hidup adalah anugerah..
tetap jalani hidup ini, melakukan yang terbaik.
Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan kebesaran dan kuasanya kepada tiap hambanya yang sabar dan ta kenal putus asa..
jangan menyerah.. jangan menyerah…”

@my luphly programming-lab with jangan menyerah by d’massiv

yuk kita mulai

pertama, yang must kita lakuin adalah menyiapkan cd live linux. disini aku make live cd linux ubuntu 8.10.

selanjutnya, buka terminal, login dengan user root anda, tyus ketik command grub.

untuk mengetahui partisi apa aja yang ada, lakukan :

grub> geometry (hd0);
drive 0×80: C/H/S = 9729/255/63, The number of sectors = 156301488, /dev/sda
Partition num: 2, Filesystem type unknown, partition type 0×82
Partition num: 3, Filesystem type is ext2fs, partition type 0×83

Pada partisi diatas terlihat bahwa partisi nomor 3 yang menggunakan linux, lalu ketik:

grub> root (hd0,3);
untuk menjadikan GRUB Loader-nya berada di MBR, ketik;
grub> setup (hd0);
Checking if “/boot/grub/stage1? exists… yes
Checking if “/boot/grub/stage2? exists… yes
Checking if “/boot/grub/e2fs_stage1_5? exists… yes
Running “embed /boot/grub/e2fs_stage1_5 (hd0)”… 17 sectors are embedded.
succeeded
Running “install /boot/grub/stage1 (hd0) (hd0)1+17 p (hd0,7)/boot/grub/stage2
/boot/grub/menu.lst”… succeeded
Done.

reboot komputer anda.

dan…

tararam… selamat2… selamat2… boot loader anda akan kembali menampang, hehehehe

But, i still luv my lab, whatever its like..

iseng2 ta coba di intall di kompie lab ku… yang konon driver mobonya ga tau raib entah kemana…
dasar emang males nyari, ta isi aja ama ntuh debian 5 tadi…

berkali-kali ku install itu debian 5.0 mpe bosen n gondrong ni, tetep aja ga mau detek vganya. so must in text mode alias konsole pemirsa2… cape de…

teryata permasalahannya sodara2, adalah VGA nya ndak onboard. ntuh vganya adalah nvidia saudara2…. cape de…

akhirnya… nyerah aja de gw… bendera putih akhirnya berkibar!!!

merdeka dari debian 5. karena pengen iseng2 bikin master linux buat percobaan, akhirnya, terpaksa make debian 4. lha lak make ubuntu, ku mesti terkendala dengan hasil resolusinya… masak sering2 dapet resolusi 800×600? pan ga asik de mantengin itu tulisan gede2?!?!?!?!?

akhirnya, debian 4 kembali berkibar… walau dhanya dengan resolusi maksimal 1024×768. ga papa wes, yang penting detek GUInya dulu…

kayaknya emang lak vga nvidia must donlod drivernya dulu de…

wew… ganbatte aja buat diri gue de…

are there anyone who wanna help me?!?!?!?!?!?

*chi-geu-min-de keu-dae a-p’in-de
ma-rae-yeo ha-neun-de na-ye ma-eu-meul
o-raen shi-gan keu-dae-reul hyang-han
ki-reo-deon nae ki-da-ri-meul
pa-bo kat’-jyo hang-sang keu-rae-jyo
keu-rae-ya hae-jyo keu-dael wi-hae-seo
sa-rang-hae-yo yeo-jeo-ni kam-sa-hae-yo*

wae nal chap-ji a-na-na-yo
wae a-mu-geot-do mut-ji a-na-na-yo
keu-dae eobt-neun nae-ga kwaen-j’a-neul keot kat’-na-yo

* (Repeat)

na al-go i-seo-yo nae-ga keu-dae-ye-ge
ma-ji-ma kan-ga-ji hae-jul su i-neun keo-shi
i-byeol-bbu-ni-ra-neun keot

i-je-seo-ya kkae-da-reun na-ye
mo-ja-ran sa-rang-eul yong-seo-hae chweo-yo
sa-rang-hae-yo yeo-jeo-ni kam-sa-hae-yo
sa-rang-hae-yo i-ma-ri ha-go shi-p’eo-jyo..

******translation
Neul… (Waiting)

The first time, I saw your smile
like you were an angel that came from the sky
You took away all my long depressions

You were kind, my shining star,
my full moon that has been my guiding light.
But why did you make my heart sadden?

You made me hurt, covered me in tears
left me in the dark, with no way out~
But I loved you more, so very much more
And now you are out of my arms

I still love you, And I miss you
So please keep me in your heart forever.
You’ll be in my heart, I will never forget you.

I’ll never meet someone like you.
You were an angel that walked on this world.
Do you think I will live with out you beside me?

Can you see me, from where you are?
Do you think I’m happy, without you right here?
Time has gone by and my heart hurts more
and I cry every moonless nights.

The sun is dark, without~ you here,
the stars are dull, without~ your smile
But I love you, with all of my broken heart.

All I can do for you, is to give you my love
and to hope that you are still smiling with your joys
even though I’m here in tears~

Please forgive me for being this way
I know you don’t want me to be sad for you.
But I still love you, and I’ll thank you for all you did

I’ll be waiting, if you want to come back~ , to me~
hey, hey~ yeah heh~

nb:
ku suka banget lagu ini, ternyata artinya dalem banget…

Tu es perdu dans le désert
Montre-moi ma place sur ces pierres flammes
Pour que j’oublie les jours d’avant
Pour que je protège ton corps et ton âme
Des mirages que tu attendsPerdu dans le désert

Si la poussière emporte tes rêves de lumière
Je serai ta lune, ton repère
Et si le soleil nous brûle, je prierai qui tu voudras
Pour que tombes la neige au Sahara

Si le désert est le seul remède à tes doutes
Femme de sel, je serai ta route
Et si la soif nous brûle, je prierai tant qu’il faudra
Pour que tombe la neige au Sahara

Dis-moi si je peux couvrir tes épaules
De voiles d’or et d’argent
Quand la nuit fera tourner te boussole
Vers les regrets froids des amants
Perdu dans le désert

Si la poussière emporte tes rêves de lumière
Je serai ta lune, ton repère
Et si le soleil nous brûle, je prierai qui tu voudras
Pour que tombes la neige au Sahara

Si le désert est le seul remède à tes doutes
Femme de sel, je serai ta route
Et si la soif nous brûle, je prierai tant qu’il faudra
Pour que tombe la neige au Sahara

****translation

Snow on the Sahara

By Anggun C Sasmi

only tell me that u still want me here

when you wander off out there

to those hills of dust ad hard winds that blows

in that dry white ocean alone

lose out in the desert

ou are lost out in the desert

but to stand with you in the ring of fire

i’ll forget the dayz gone by

i’ll protect ur body and guard your soul from mirages in your sight

if uyour hopes scatters like the dust accross your track

i’ll be the moon that shines on your path

the sun may blind our eyez

i’ll pray the skies above for snow to fall on the sahara

just a wish and i’ll cover your shoulders with veils of silk and gold

when the shadows come n darken your heart, leaving you with regret so cold

if that the only place where u can leave your doubt

i’ll hold u up and be your way out

if we burn away, i’ll pray the skies above for snow to fall on the sahara

nb:

lagu ini bikin aku jadi seneng banget ama anggun. gile, ternyata dia bisa menciptakan lirik yang bener2 maknyuss…

tahu awalnya waktu baca buku ke-3 nya andrea hirata yang Edensor. setelah tau artinya full, wew… sipz banget dah

n dikit pengalaman pribadi mungkin kalik ya, hehehehe….

salut ama mbak anggun

im fallin’ in love

Kurasakan ku jatuh cinta sejak pertama berjumpa
Senyumanmu yang selalu menghiasi hariku
Kau ciptaanNya yang terindah, yang menghanyutkan hatiku
Semua telah terjadi, aku tak bisa berhenti memikirkanmu
dan kuharapkan engkau tahu

Kau yang kuinginkan meski tak kuungkapkan
Kau yang kubayangkan yang slalu kuimpikan
Aku jatuh cinta, tlah jatuh cinta
Cinta kepadamu, ku jatuh cinta
I’m falling in love, I’m falling in love with you